i don’t remember what we spoke about on the phone yesterday
i just know that it was nice to hear your voice and what you say
and i could call you tomorrow if you tell me it’s okay
but you know that you don’t really have a choice and either way
it's just feeling like a punch to the stomach
you made me feel wanted
but there was never hope for us anyway
i tried to be the one who you felt like you could come to
so why does it feel like i’m gonna fade away
fade away
fade away
i just don’t know how to stop you from appearing
not here not now
i’ll see what’s in your head if God is willing
but i know sometimes She’s not
and maybe if you asked how i was feeling
you’d know just how
hard it’s been to keep myself from reeling
calm down calm down
and every night it’s getting harder to stand it
to run me up and just make off like a bandit
and when you wanted my attention you’d command it
i think it’s funny how i’m leaving empty-handed
and every night it’s getting harder to stand it
to run me up and just make off like a bandit
and when you wanted my attention you’d command it
i think it’s funny how i’m leaving empty-handed
but i know i’ll just complicate everything probably saying some things i don’t mean
and you’ll wish that you never gave up all your minutes and hours to spend them with me
credits
from REDSTARR01,
track released April 21, 2022
(original) production, mixing, & backing vocals by blackwinterwells
remix by y2kaleb
mixing by jodie raygun
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